AKIRA
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thats right, i had been in hospital for 12 days with pancriatites, which is extremely painfull the first 5 days because your pancreas is being eaten from the inside by the enzymes that break down fats and protien.
because i am not allowed to eat they put a feeding tube up your nose, down your throat, down the asophogas past the stomach and into your small intestine (this process is extremely painful).
im at home right now and i am still not allowed to eat and still have this bloody feeding tube in me. as of now i havent eaten in two weeks and have lost 8 kilograms, and i still have another three weeks of no eating, pretty f***ed up. but in hospital when they put me on morphine i had a "self serving" dose machine where i just push a button and i get a shot of morphine, now because of all the pain i was giving myself shots every 5 minutes so it was f***ing with my head and i started hallucinating, the fan was pulsating and my bed felt like it was moving back and forth like a baby crib, that was a bit weird.
the way the doctors thought i got it was from an over usage of alchohol and drugs, see because the night before i went into hospital i had about 4 beers and about 2 joints, which really isnt that much, but over a long period of time it can be deadly. so now i have to clean up my act, stop f***ing around with excess amounts of drugs and alchohol othewr wise im liable to kill myself, seriously kill myself, so there you go.
i hope no one here (or anywhere) has to injure the difficulties that i have and insist you all stay healthy and take care of your insides, cause you f*** yourself up pretty bad.
because i am not allowed to eat they put a feeding tube up your nose, down your throat, down the asophogas past the stomach and into your small intestine (this process is extremely painful).
im at home right now and i am still not allowed to eat and still have this bloody feeding tube in me. as of now i havent eaten in two weeks and have lost 8 kilograms, and i still have another three weeks of no eating, pretty f***ed up. but in hospital when they put me on morphine i had a "self serving" dose machine where i just push a button and i get a shot of morphine, now because of all the pain i was giving myself shots every 5 minutes so it was f***ing with my head and i started hallucinating, the fan was pulsating and my bed felt like it was moving back and forth like a baby crib, that was a bit weird.
the way the doctors thought i got it was from an over usage of alchohol and drugs, see because the night before i went into hospital i had about 4 beers and about 2 joints, which really isnt that much, but over a long period of time it can be deadly. so now i have to clean up my act, stop f***ing around with excess amounts of drugs and alchohol othewr wise im liable to kill myself, seriously kill myself, so there you go.
i hope no one here (or anywhere) has to injure the difficulties that i have and insist you all stay healthy and take care of your insides, cause you f*** yourself up pretty bad.
