...I can't read it either and there's no way I'd ever actually pay to be an "Insider" whatever the hell that represents and implies.
...but I have to assume that the OP is referring to me, and why, only he and his therapist knows for sure. The one central point around this whole debate that he cannot seem to wrap his head around is that being a Yankee fan, of course I root for them to succeed and I have every year for the past 50 years or so. So yes, I'd love to see them win "90+ games" but the heart of the matter for me is that considering the way this team is currently constructed, realistically, I just don't see it.
...but it's not just me because there are many others who see it the same way...if in his mind that makes us bad fans or a "weird pessimists" or a "puppets" or an "attack dogs"....well, so be it.