OMG! And this crazy bitch's comment. Just one long continuous rambling. Pure insanity!
I was a vulnerable, attractive woman in northern california. I was married for many years, and extremely naive, as we had moved to california from Arkansas. My husband and i divorced, and that was the beginning of torture that is as dark as hell itself. I was deliberately targeted for some pretty ugly stuff, and i'm going to share it with you and your readers. It started with basic gang stalking/gaslighting techniques. I didnt know what was happening to me - only that something was horrifically wrong. I started getting sick, and would wake up in the morning hurting in places i shouldnt be hurting. I realize now that i was being drugged, and my cognitive function began to decline rapidly. Since i was in a divorce, going thru a forced bankrtupcy and have fibromyalgia, I just "explained" what was happening to me and the symptoms as just part of being under extreme stress. I knew i was being followed and harassed, and I knew it was because I had dated someone that wasnt who he said he was. People were in and out of my home and wanted me to know it. They would do silly things that made me hesitant to report them to the police. I realize now that what was happening was a very sophisticated psychological assault that I had no defense against. While they were keeping me worried about being followed and harassed by a latino gang, they were doing horrific things to my body. I was drugged, raped and tortured repeatedly. They used electronic harassment very effectively, and I am continually hurt through the utilization of this technology. I am a researcher by nature. It is interesting that most of the neuroscience research is all done in california. People in authority and power are utilizing this technology in the use of sex trafficking and revenge. It's a BIG BUSINESS. Please not that a very large percentage of people that are victims of electronic harassment and gang stalking ARE SINGLE ATTRACTIVE WOMEN. YES, they DO attack men, but typically it's because it's revege based. As you know, the war on terror makes it possible for terrible abuses of power. All anyone has to do that is in authority is see a woman they want, and they can produce enough evidence to get surveillance on them. So, then the woman becomes their entertainment. I had surveillance everywhere - my bathroom, bedroom, car, etc. The thing is that my harassers WANTED me to know i was being watched. I was totally unaware of what was happening at the time (now i'm not), but they would follow me around grinning and leering at me after i made love with my boyfriend. One night i had sex with my boyfriend in lingerie, and I had two young men pass me and say, "next time she f*cks tim, maybe she will show us her tits". I then began to have dreams. Dreams with lots of sex and swirling colors. Dreams i recognize now were drug induced. I would wake up KNOWING my mind had been messed with. I'd hear music, and I even woke myself up one time by totally emptying my can of mace into my own eyes. The pain woke me up enough to let me know that i was in bed naked (i didnt sleep like that), and as i "woke up" i saw and heard men laughing at me. I was so drugged though, I went back under quickly. I "forgot" that incident and it wasnt until later when I had been safe that my memories began to come back. I also realized that I had considerable sexual knowlege that I hadnt learned. What I mean is that i was a virgin when I got married, and had that one partner for 14 years. Our sex life sucked, so I had no way of obtaining that knowlege. I then started having dreams. Sometimes i'd wake up with someone on top of me, then "forget" about it. These men are drugging women, training them sexually and then using them. They get a real kick out of it because between the drugs and neurolingual processing, women don't remember. That coupled with the trauma of the sexual torture keeps their minds from engaging. Here's the real sick stuff: There are injectable implants called bions. They, in theory, can be injected into paralyzed victims to do a number of things. They can help with incontinence or uncontrolled bowels. They help with sexual issues. Stronger forms of the bion can stimulate muscles that are damaged. But these sick bastards are putting them in women's bodies for purposes of torture. They can force our bodies into orgasm. They can keep us from having bowel movements or from urinating. OR they can make us pee on ourselves and deficate on ourselves. They use these threats to ensure compliance. So, the bad guys are picking out women and violating us in more ways than your sickest nightmare can imagine. This shit is real people. I read on a website where someone said that "lies are only necessary to cover up small and lesser evil. Incredulity covers up the big ones." I knew something was happening. I'd wake up with terrible tastes in my mouth (use your imagination). I was so damned confused I couldnt put two and two together. I was so frightened. I got a bodyguard for the last 3 weeks i was in california, and I found out later that he was THROWN INTO JAIL. When i moved here to northwest arkansas, I started being harassed by little old ladies and men. Everywhere i went i would have them say, "you disguest me", or shake their fingers at me. I'm a victim of electronic harassment constantly. Any guesses where these sick people put the electronic shocks? I had a man pull out a remote device, look at me, theatrically pushed a button, and my nipples and vagina had electronic shock in it. The old bastards get a thrill out of hurting me like this. They have been told i'm some sort of a criminal, pedophile or terrorist. Any time i go to major events where there are lots of people, I've had friends that were with me say, god why are people grinning and glaring at us? THIS IS THE TRUTH. Any time there is technology, it's gonna be used by bad people. Usually the good people just don't want to get involved, OR they enjoy the thrill of the witch hunt. Right now, I'm pretty disgusted with my fellow man.