i feel badly about what happened, and i'm sad that so many people's lives were ended like that, and that so many people were affected by it.</p>
but...it didn't really hit me how this ends up affecting EVERYONE until i heard my cousin talk about he wants to join some form of the military. that right there scared the hell outta me...i mean, i know my cousin, and if anything, this is probably the best way for him to help this country (he's a redneck, loves guns, good in the wilderness, etc) but if i hadda witness him going over to iraq to fight one of the most greedy and bullshit wars i've ever heard of, i don't think i'd be able to deal with that.</p>
and i remember in high school, my history/gov't teacher always talked about the possibility of a draft...and that scares the hell outta me, because i don't know what'd i'd do. i've fired a gun before, and killed a few animals with my previously mentioned cousin, but if i actually had to go overseas and maybe even kill someone, i don't know what i'd do. </p>