irresponsible?
its borderline slander. Some people care not about facts and think their opinions aRe what reality is. Im ringing my social circle from these presumptuous types. I have no room in my life for such fox news type projections like this.
i am going to say one last time.
I never did anything outside of this forum. I made an extremely bad call, poor decision to make a thread here asking how the blazers brass would feel about something.
I thought we were a circle community of Forum members and i was looking to discuss within this circle. I made a huge miss calculation and was completely naive in thinking that stuff stayed here. I never thought someone would take my words and use that as some sort of justification to actually complain to the Blazers about a forum member, even if the attempted discussion was based on how the team feels about something.
Again a huge miscalculation on my part that i will forever regret aNd have to live with.
If i had had the common sense to realize that this is not a “what happens in the forum, stays in the forum,” type community, i never would have posted that thread.
I was newer here and fucked up.
I cant take it back. I wish i could. It was deleted, but did the damage nonetheless and i cant apologize enough for it.
I am not looking for sympathy in any way. I own what i did. It was a major error. But im here to tell all now, that i never ever took anything outside of this forum and i don't know who did.
There will never be proof that i did it, because i didn't. But there will also never be proof to clear my name unless the person who actually did it steps up and comes clean. So it is what it is.
If people want to use hearsay and spread rumors as some sort of historical fact, i cant stop them. However i hope they know that makes them just as bad as all the fox news, fake news bullshit those individuals rail against on a regular basis.
I also have to admit i made a grave error in thinking certain people could be trusted here and could keep things in confidence.
When i came back i read up on some things and noticed an individual had said i had needed to go.
So i messaged this person and asked them if they truly felt that way, i would stay away out of respect. I did not come back to continue this or any other drama. I came back (Thanks to Slys gracious heart)because you wont find a bigger blazer fan than me and i love this place overall.
However this individual let it be loosely known who i was, which opened up a pandoras drama box all over again.
once again. My fault. My error. My bad judgement. I thought that respect of another's opinion would be reciprocated.
This will not be an on and on thing regardless of any potential responses.
I just could not sit and let this post, and more importantly, the one this quoted post refers to, go without addressing it.
im sure others could understand wanting to respond to a false accusation such as this if you were on the receiving end.
i know tl/dr.
But i bet you actually did.
Rant over. Moving on.
Go Blazers!
