There was a documentary made in the 70's that showed people getting shot, monkeys having their skulls crushed (while still alive) and being eaten by people...and I made the mistake of watching it on youtube.
Still nothing prepared me for the video of a politician (who was accused of something it ended up he didn't do) commit suicide live on TV in his district. Called a press conference, pulled out a hand gun and shot himself in the mouth (through the roof of his mouth). Bled gushed out of his mouth, and the camera zoomed in on him.
I'm not going to name the video, although I think we've talked about it on here before (maybe thats how i found it). But if you're interested, it's not hard to find it based on the clues I gave in this thread.
That's something I am unable to remove from my memory.
So yeah, rap videos and shit.