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ive been trying to figure out why i don't have fun here anymore. Why im so defensive all the time.
Its because ive been accused of something i know i didn't do. Something i feel has probably spread around on the back channels because ive never got a straight answer from the accuser.
Its terrible what happened. But i dont think i should also be led on to be permanently accused like it has felt for so long.
i brought it up because im explaining why ive been the way i have for a long time now.
Your portrayal of events even makes me look bad when you know i was trying to help. Quick to throw someone under the bus?
so what is it? Im blamed for saying i wonder how the blazers would think if they knew stuff,
but then when i find out someone did something and i try to help solve it, im tossing people under the bus?
And then you say nice things about me and you want me to take you serious or believe its real and not bullshit?????
I have wanted to solve this from the moment i realized it was real.
Not only because its a shitty thing to do to anyone here, regardless of personality conflicts, period. but also because i have pride in my honesty and being a standup person and to be accused of something i didn't do and had no knowledge of, has weighed heavy on me.
it will continue to weigh heavy on me.
No justice no peace, right?
I was inferred to that some people know exactly who did it, so that also prompted me to want to have my name cleared.
Straight up, your post pissed me off.
Thansk Chris.
Just let it go. But be aware my behavior these days is in direct relation to them once again denying this simple request. Either sly or hcp could have just ended all of this by just saying straight up, “listen dude, we know it wasn't you. Now will you lighten up?”
but they wont. Then they Both ( and others) wonder why i behave the way i do and have no clue why...
because they keep denying this simple request.
And then they wonder why i think there is a clique that only wants to engage with me when they think they can make me look bad or prove me wrong.
Perfect example. Instead of just making things clear they proceed to make fun of the likes comment.
absolutely an agenda against me and who ever is involved can straight fuck off....for not being honest, truthful aNd instead playing these stupid sidestepping games.
I lost my sense of humor here because of this very thing.
Really is lame....how some people here cannot be honest aNd straightforward about something like this. Its pathetic.
Ive been holding this monkey on my back for a while now and they refuse to allow me to take it off by clearing my name. So fuck them.
Doesnt get any more straight forward than your request aNd they both just dismissed....
Do you now see why i feel there is favoritism and biased modding going on?
Sly has said many things to me in private he refusesto admit in public aNd its frustrating as hell, That he will not clear my name with hcp. But instead keeps eluding the topic sweeping it under the rug.
It will come back over and over and i will be blamed for it because the main mod and the accuser will not clear my name.
And i will get blamed for it coming up over and over again.
And my attitude will remain annoying aNd “raging” as minstrel put it. Sly has three choices.
1) Get with hcp and publicly clear my name
2) continue to ignore the elephant and play ground hogs day every 6months.
3) ban me.
And before anyone bitches aBout this post. If you were falsely accused of taking a beef outside the forum aNd into another's personal life, you would want to have your name cleared too. Its only natural.
Just let it go. But be aware my behavior these days is in direct relation to them once again denying this simple request. Either sly or hcp could have just ended all of this by just saying straight up, “listen dude, we know it wasn't you. Now will you lighten up?”
but they wont. Then they Both ( and others) wonder why i behave the way i do and have no clue why...
because they keep denying this simple request.
And then they wonder why i think there is a clique that only wants to engage with me when they think they can make me look bad or prove me wrong.
Perfect example. Instead of just making things clear they proceed to make fun of the likes comment.
absolutely an agenda against me and who ever is involved can straight fuck off....for not being honest, truthful aNd instead playing these stupid sidestepping games.
I lost my sense of humor here because of this very thing.
Really is lame....how some people here cannot be honest aNd straightforward about something like this. Its pathetic.
Ive been holding this monkey on my back for a while now and they refuse to allow me to take it off by clearing my name. So fuck them.
Doesnt get any more straight forward than your request aNd they both just dismissed....
Do you now see why i feel there is favoritism and biased modding going on?
Sly has said many things to me in private he refusesto admit in public aNd its frustrating as hell, That he will not clear my name with hcp. But instead keeps eluding the topic sweeping it under the rug.
It will come back over and over and i will be blamed for it because the main mod and the accuser will not clear my name.
And i will get blamed for it coming up over and over again.
And my attitude will remain annoying aNd “raging” as minstrel put it. Sly has three choices.
1) Get with hcp and publicly clear my name
2) continue to ignore the elephant and play ground hogs day every 6months.
3) ban me.
And before anyone bitches aBout this post. If you were falsely accused of taking a beef outside the forum aNd into another's personal life, you would want to have your name cleared too. Its only natural.
You made false accusations and insults against me and followed it up with ultimatums based on those false accusations.
"fuck me" "Agenda against you" "Trying to make you look bad" "straight fuck off" "not honest" "pathetic"
You take these shots against me and then get upset when I fire right back?
Fine, I apologize for the tossing under the bus comment.