dviss1
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Quick story:
I'm taking my son to school and we stop at Starbucks. We have a 20 or so minutes to sit, eat, and talk about the logistics of the day.
We're just sitting there talking and my son asks me "What's wrong Pop? Are you alright?". I said "yeah why?", fighting the anxiety I'm suddenly showing outwardly.
My son looked at me with a bewildered look that I'd never seen before. Rarely is he confused.
"You looked worried and scared. I've never seen you look like that before Pop."
I was having a PTSD reaction from the police that just entered the Starbucks.
Even though I'm an honest, hard working, tax paying, responsible, productive citizen, I felt nervous and began to sweating at their very presence.
I haven't done anything wrong but feel like we should leave soon. There's literally a lump growing in my throat.
Realizing my son has never seen me look afraid I thought I'd use it as a teaching moment.
"Did I do anything wrong son?."
"No papa."
"Do you think it's fair that I should have to feel scared and nervous even though I'm innocent of any wrongdoing?" "no papa".
"You're right son. I shouldn't."
I'm taking my son to school and we stop at Starbucks. We have a 20 or so minutes to sit, eat, and talk about the logistics of the day.
We're just sitting there talking and my son asks me "What's wrong Pop? Are you alright?". I said "yeah why?", fighting the anxiety I'm suddenly showing outwardly.
My son looked at me with a bewildered look that I'd never seen before. Rarely is he confused.
"You looked worried and scared. I've never seen you look like that before Pop."
I was having a PTSD reaction from the police that just entered the Starbucks.
Even though I'm an honest, hard working, tax paying, responsible, productive citizen, I felt nervous and began to sweating at their very presence.
I haven't done anything wrong but feel like we should leave soon. There's literally a lump growing in my throat.
Realizing my son has never seen me look afraid I thought I'd use it as a teaching moment.
"Did I do anything wrong son?."
"No papa."
"Do you think it's fair that I should have to feel scared and nervous even though I'm innocent of any wrongdoing?" "no papa".
"You're right son. I shouldn't."

