Great piece on Stauskas today by Quick. It’s behind a paywall but I’ll post the good stuff.
https://theathletic.com/600556/2018...ik-stauskas-is-experiencing-both-in-portland/
PORTLAND — To appreciate what happened Thursday in Portland during the Trail Blazers’ 128-119 victory over LeBron James and the Lakers, you have to know what happened in a Brooklyn apartment last year.
It was there, when he was alone, that Nik Stauskas said he was often reduced to tears.
A former lottery pick who had bounced between three teams in four seasons, he wondered if he was a bust. And by February of last season, after being told he would no longer be considered for a rotation spot with the Nets, he wondered if he had enough talent to stick in the NBA.
“I mean, I cried sometimes. There was just a lot of self doubt,” said Stauskas, who signed a free agent contract with the Blazers this summer. “I had this fear that I was going to be one of those guys who fizzled out and had to go overseas. I would go to bed and be like, this is actually happening. That was scary for me.”
Fast forward to Thursday.
It was a night that featured several touching tributes to Trail Blazers owner Paul Allen, who died on Monday two weeks after he announced a relapse of his non-Hodgkin’s lymphoma. And it was a night when James made his ballyhooed Lakers debut amid dignitaries such as NBA commissioner Adam Silver, Nike founder Phil Knight, Seahawks’ receiver Doug Baldwin and Portland’s own Grammy winning band, Portugal. The Man.
Yet, it could be argued that Stauskas was the biggest story.
A journeyman guard who earlier this preseason was momentarily denied entry to Portland’s arena because he was mistaken as a member of the media, Stauskas on Thursday tied his career high with 24 points, which included a string of 13 consecutive points during the turning point of the game.
“Nik,” coach Terry Stotts said, “got us going.”
It was fitting that Stauskas’ shooting rescued the Blazers from an early 10-point deficit. After all, in his mind, the Blazers have saved his career.
On Thursday, Alex was in Section 112, five rows from the court, now sporting a ring as Stauskas’ fiancée. As she celebrated with the sellout crowd as Stauskas hit first six shots, she estimates she got carried away.
“I stood up so fast I literally blacked out and fell over,” Alex said, showing off a cut on her left wrist from tumbling into the seat in front of her. “I was so excited because I know he wants this more than anything.”
When told of Alex’s tumble, Stauskas was tickled.
“That sounds like her,” he said.
It was a chuckle of contentment, a realization that things are starting to fall in place.
“It’s been a very long time since I’ve felt any sense of heading in the right direction,” Stauskas said. “There’s been a lot of down days, a lot of wondering, a lot of soul searching.”
Alex knew something was special about Portland and Stauskas by the first week of training camp.
“When he comes home, all he talks about is how much he loves practice, how much he loves the guys, and he has started journaling about basketball,” she said. “I think he has re-found his love.”
Stauskas says the doubts and misery that encompassed him in his previous stops were almost immediately erased when he studied Stotts’ playbook and met the Blazers’ roster. In training camp, the buzz among Stotts and the players has been the chemistry of the second unit, particularly between Evan Turner, Seth Curry and Stauskas.
“These teammates, I just feel a connection with these guys,” Stauskas said. “Especially the second unit. I haven’t really enjoyed playing with a group like this since I was at Michigan.”
Meanwhile, Stauskas says Stotts’ flow offense, which is predicated on movement, is tailor made for his skillset.
“I’ve been saying from day one of preseason that this offense is a guard’s dream, just with the movement we have, the screens,” Stauskas said. “For me it’s a dream come true to play in this offense.”
In truth, his life has become a dream compared to those nights alone in Brooklyn. Alex remembers that era, and it’s why she had one wish when she moved to Portland.
“All I wanted was for his basketball to go right,” Alex said. “I just want him to finally feel like he has a home somewhere.”
Thursday went a long way in establishing a footprint in Portland, as the sellout crowd roared throughout his performance. One mile from the arena, at The Wurst bar, owner Jason Tucker announced during Stauskas’ 13-consecutive points streak that he was renaming the bar “Stauskas.”
It has created what Stauskas calls “the perfect storm.” He has the love of his life in Alex. And he has rediscovered his love of basketball thanks to a connection with teammates and a system that suits him. Meanwhile, he and Alex have fallen in love with Oregon’s mountains, scenery and Trail Blazers fans.
“He loves it here,” she said. “He said it is by far his favorite team he has been on.”
And to think, he was crying eight months ago.
“My agent used to tell me: it’s going to be sweeter when it all works out,” Stauskas said. “But in the moment you can’t see how it’s going to work out because you are in such a low place. So at times it was hard for me to believe that I could dig myself out of that hole, you know what I mean?”
Alex, however, says she can see he has changed. On Thursday, as they were in their bathroom getting ready before the game she told him “You are going to score 20 tonight, right?”
“And he said, ‘Of course, what else would I do?”’ she said. “And that’s him. He has such confidence now.”